In my life, there are many things which I want them to be vanished from my life for forever but this is an impossible thing which I want to feel in real. Things never change according to our mood or feelings but only we have to adjust ourselves and ugh!!! We have to do these anyways.

“I hate going to school but I go anyways”      

School, the place I think like a prison for me. I just want that school should be banished from the world. Why do we need to sit and read the things which we never want to learn? I want to sleep in my cosy warm blanket and I wish my school must become a land of amusement and enjoyment. My book must get hands then it can do its work my own and why I need to write the answer to the question (Klaming and Haselager). I always want a homework-free life. But everything has its value and school it the place where our future is building and this is the reason because I want a stable and settled life so I go to school. This happens every day and I have to deal it no matter I like it or I hate it I have to attend my school every day (Shanafelt, Hasan and Dyrbye).

“I hate getting up early in the morning but I get up anyway.”

Every morning when my alarm rings I just thought why? The sound of the morning alarm is like a warning for me to get out of my relaxing bed. I hate to open my eyes with the ring of my alarm and I seriously hate to get up early in the morning. How I wish every day I get some more time to sleep. But I have to leave them all behind and have to get up early. I have to get up early to do my routine work activities that are required to survive. Getting up early is very beneficial because the morning time is very peaceful and energetic. It fills me with the positive energy to deal the full day operations hence I wake-up early in the morning.  This is the bitter truth but I have to face and I have to get up early every-day (Felin, Foss and Heimeriks).

“I hate having to be the first to talk to someone after an argument but I do it anyway.”

In the whole process of argument, I argue at my best and I like to express everything that I don’t like with someone or something. After an argument when everything is over and I stop talking to someone I feel like it must be finished now. But things are never the same as we want them but they are always adverse. I hate to start a conversation from my side after an argument. I hate why I have to take the first step to start the communication then I realize I know the value of a relationship and the value of the bonding of the relation. An argument may destroy a relation for forever but a simple step of starting communication by putting all discomfort and anger side I can save the value relation. I feel bad and annoyed while doing this but I know I have to do this and I do it anyway (Wynn and Rao).

References

Felin, T, et al. “Microfoundations of routines and capabilities: Individuals, processes, and structure.” Journal of Management Studies (2012): 1351-1374.

Klaming, Laura and Pim Haselager. “Did my brain implant make me do it? Questions raised by DBS regarding psychological continuity, responsibility for action and mental competence.” Neuroethics (2013): 527-539.

Shanafelt, T D, et al. “Changes in burnout and satisfaction with work-life balance in physicians and the general US working population between 2011 and 2014.” Mayo Clinic Proceedings (2015): 1600-1613. Wynn, Alison T and Aliya Hamid Rao. “Failures of flexibility: How perceived control motivates the individualization of work-life conflict.” ILR Review (2019): 0019793919848426.